| A lachrymose start to my day. Was just getting out of the shower this morning when I heard a tiny knock at my door. Throwing on my bathrobe, I ran to answer, discovering my nine year old neighbor (a friend of my daughters), holding out a little envelope to me.
“This is for you, for Father’s Day,” she said, pedaling off on her bike after I took it from her.
“Ohhhh ... thank you so much, sweetie!” I called out to her as she rode away, looking back to make sure I had the gift in my hand.
After closing the door, I looked at the envelope, “from Dani” and “To: Jim” written on the back in a tenuous, second-grader scrawl. Opening it, a carefully folded sheet of stationery, the same scrawl reading:
“To: Jim From: Dani,” underlined and then, printed below, “happy Father Day I wish you have a fun Father Day Jim your nice and funny.” Beneath it all, a smiley face drawn, speaking of the breadth and width of a nine-year-old’s heart.
I cried. Not in that in neurotic, maudlin Glenn Beck way but with a genuine flood of emotion. Missing my children, of course, but mostly touched by the fact that my little neighbor remembered that my kids were 200 miles away and that I was alone today.
It’s just after 3 p.m.. and it’s already beer-thirty for me. Hammering out this week’s column, a piece on building a house and a Lego-like approach to my novel, I am incapable of drawing upon even a scintilla of snark or cynicism — it escapes me.
The bittersweet atmosphere made sweeter and less bitter by the light tap at my door this morning.
Thank you, Dani, more than you know.
With that said, I dedicate this list to the angel of my Father’s Day, this Random Shuffle 10: Not Just Another Day Edition:
TV on the Radio – Golden Age
Dr. Dre (feat. Eminem) – Forget About Dre
Weekends – Raingirls
Ciara (feat. Ludacris) – Oh
Suckers – Easy Chairs
A Place to Bury Strangers – Lost
Feeling Burial – Archangel
White Lies – E.S.T.
Andrew Bird – Banking on a Myth
Bob Dylan – It Ain’t Me, Babe
And, as always, that Bonus #11:
Phoenix – 1901
See you on the boards!
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